Sunday, February 7, 2010
Wow, today was another of those days that one wants behind them. I was ready to go to a community meeting and sat down at 1:00 to start a new book on losing a loved one. The next few hours were tears, stop, tears, stop, tears, tears stop stop and it went on. I should know by now that this grieving has it's own time table and a person can not hurry it or slow it down. I felt drained by 4:00 so I took a nap and of course I missed the meeting. I surely have some good days or good times but days like this afternoon I just want Gail back so badly it hurts all over. I did nothing today except read and cry and I feel like I have done more than a day of hard work.
I need to get some dishes done and some things picked up as Don F is coming over for breakfast tomorrow and before he comes I need to get the recycling out.