Thursday, April 1, 2010
A new beginning
Just a quickie. Today as I ran some errands, drove to Sam's Club, stopped at Betina's and just did many things I noticed something different. I felt kind of normal, kind of myself, kind of like I was going about doing what a normal person should/would do. I did these things with a song on my lips sometimes but I know my heart was heavy. I think God will help me with that as more time passes, thank you God. I had not planned to go to Gail's grave site but I stopped there on my way to Eagan and it was good. It was peaceful, it was quiet, there was a grace that seemed to surround Gail's grave. I picked up the covering they put on the ground when they plant grass and underneath was fresh green grass. I said, maybe, just maybe I will experience a fresh beginning as time passes. Well I would say I expect that because God is so loving, so good and so faithful.