Saturday, October 31, 2009

End around

I did an end around. I have attempted to go to 7:30 church at Lumen Christi 3 different times and have not been successful so I tried 4:30 today and it worked. The tears came but not too badly. I will try 7:30 next time!!
Today has been one of those days that you just want to forget. Everywhere I turned it was sad, bad and no good. I cried, I got angry, I got lonesome, I just experienced everything but joy. I visited the cemetery and that was sad, I went to church and that was sad, I was at home much of the day and that was sad and the story goes on. I am hoping and praying that tomorrow may be better. I really needed Gail's hand, her look, her hug just anything from her but as you know she is in heaven in such a glorious place and I am in this big lonely house actually feeling sorry for myself at this time. I was so mixed up that when I got home Larry B had left a message for an invite to Lords Day but it was too late so I had eggs and bacon for dinner. How bad is that? Those little old ladies behind me in church are lucky that I didn't give one of them a big old hug just out of need!!!! I will do better tomorrow.
Cynthia turns 29 tomorrow, Lord may your love and grace be with us all.
I have prayed for the Klein family today, I know these times are so difficult.

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