Saturday, March 6, 2010
A new realization
As I sat here tonight it just struck me how quiet it is to be alone on a Saturday night. Then I thought well in 41 years of marriage there were 2132 Saturday nights. Of course I do not know but I am guessing I was alone maybe a hand full of times and without Gail maybe 25 times. Now I am sure since September I have been alone on Saturday night but really I just do not remember them but tonight it just stared me in the face and I said I don't think I like this at all. Now I would say that I have enough support and sometimes I want to just slow down and be alone but tonight I just can't stay here alone so maybe I will go to Barnes and Noble or go for a walk or something but it is too quiet, too empty now!